I know this is gonna be harsh

It’ll hurt

But I hope you’ll understand

Because I sure don’t get

Why y’all act like hypocrites

Every damn day

It’s lovely to want to help people

To listen

To always be there

But how can you expect me to confide in me

When you never tell me anything yourself

When was the last time you spoke to someone

Even if it wasn’t me

Always insisting I talk about it

But never letting me in on anything

What is wrong with you?!

Why won’t you let me in

Does this all just mean I’m weak

And that you can somehow handle all your problems

All on your own

Why should I even trust you

When it seems to look like you don’t trust me

Or anyone at all

You claim to be a hero

That sharing is caring

And that a problem shared is a problem half solved

Then tell me this

Why do you always say “I’m fine”

With tears in your eyes 

I want to help you

So fucking badly

Just like you help me

Every single damn time

It is so unfair

That you only share things with me

To show me I can get out of my own mess

I want to be there for you

I don’t want to just be there on the sunny days

I want to be there when it rains so hard

You feel like you can’t breathe 

“A no helpian” Someone once called it

Someone who doesn’t need any help at all

Apparently they can handle it all on their own

Well, if that be the case

I wish I could be as strong as you

Facing on hell everyday

Without batting an eye or shedding a tear

But till I can truly understand what’s going on

And let you know that you can always, always come to me

I’ll keep on asking “Are you sure?”

Hoping that one day, you’ll finally let me in.

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