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A moment of indecision
How terrible it is to be confused,To have considered all possible scenarios,And still not know what to do.You just want the best results.You don’t want to have any regrets.But your anxiety is at its peak,And no one else can really help. You ask for advice,And they give it to freely.But you fine yourself asking them…
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The sound of a breaking heart
I wasn’t in love.No, this isn’t a romantic poem,Entailing details of a lover’s spat.It’s a poem that tells tales,Of lost hope and forgotten dreams.A story of despair,Filled with raw heart break and tears. The sound of a breaking heartIs quiet yet so very loud.The pain paralyses you, rendering you sad and hopeless.You lose the will…
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Nobody gets it
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So Done
Inspired by Kid Laroi’s so done I’m done.I’m actually done.I don’t care about my studies,Not even thinking about my future career.What’s the point anyway?Working towards it seems to only being pain in the end. I’m numb.I can’t feel anything,And I know this feeling is only a facade,For the hurt and pain I can’t handle.I’ve always…
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Weird time loop
Everything’s been the same,Little to nothing has changed.I get up in the morning, eat, shower,Do all my chores and then wake up the next day. I’ve been relieving the same say for six months.For six months I’ve been repeating the same cycle.Every night I go to bed wondering if I can really do this,If I…
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My worst nightmare
A poem (hopefully this goes well) Her worst nightmare. Increased heart rate,Shaky palms,I log in to see my results,Oxygen seems scarce,Because it just feels like,Everything has been leading up to this moment. The internet is slow,But the page finally loads.Ending the dance I share with suspense.I suddenly feel numb as it dawns on me,I missed…
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The so called balanced earth
The so-called “balanced” earth Ever stood back and looked at everything,That was going on in your life?No I don’t mean disassociation.I mean a deeper observation. Tara just had a new born baby.Life seems a lot brighter, shinier, brand new.Jeff just lost his childhood best friend.Life has never looked darker, gloomier.Nothing seems to make sense. Donald…
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To be enough
What does it really feel like,To be enough?To feel happy in my own shoes,And not wondering about my own self worth. Everyday I question my actions,Replaying every scenario in my head,Wishing I hadn’t done this or that,Wishing I could have been better. People don’t make it any better,Stepping on me to get what they want.They…
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Numb
That’s how I feel,Utterly numb.Like I felt too much at one point,Then suddenly nothing at all. I can’t get out of bed,Can’t find my motivation,Everyone’s telling me,“Get up, you can do it”And oh yeah I can hear them,But can’t seem to manage it . I feel stuck.And I suddenly don’t care.Even if I could suddenly…