Her thoughts in words

Tag: deep

  • The pain inside

    I want to wish it away,But I know it won’t go.I should be happy now right,My happy ending is so close,I got what I wanted,But it just sucks inside.I’m not sure why.But I’m going to try to explain. I’ve been so used to being sad for so long,I’m wondering what it’ll be like to feel…

  • The girl who does nothing

    I’m sitting in my bed just staring at my phone. It’s locked, the screen is dark and I’m just looking at it because I have nothing else to do. Oh, no wait, I actually do have a ton of things I have to do. I just don’t have the energy to do any of them.…

  • Talk

    All talk, no actionMakes Jack, a pathological liarKinda harsh? Yes, I know,But as the popular saying goes,Actions speak louder than words. It’s tiring, you know?Just listening to people say stuff,Making promises they can’t keep,Say things without an iota of truth,I keep wondering, just what is the point?Doesn’t the guilt hunt you?Won’t you get hurt in…

  • In the end

    Hold on,Pain ends.I didn’t really believe it,When I heard it at first.But now I can see that it really is true,Nothing is permanent,This too shall pass. One day, I woke upAnd I went about my day,And suddenly everything didn’t hurt as much.I decided “okay, maybe I’m just in my happy phase”“I’ll probably just go back…

  • Those parts

    Doesn’t life suck,When you want to be everything you’re not.You lie.Telling everyone “I’m fine”“I’m healed”When you know very well you really aren’t.Part of you is tired.Tired of trying,Tired of hoping,Looking for a boost or something to just get you through today.You don’t know if you can do it anymore,But you lie,And you say “I’m fine”…

  • Eh, Maybe

    Today has been rough. I cried a lot and it was a for reason that’s already been well established. ASUU is on strike, I can’t go out and there’s not much I can do about it. I should just accept it all right? Funny, you sound like everyone who’s tried to give me advice over…

  • What I long for

    It’s been a long week, scratch that, it’s been a long month. My sister thinks I’m depressed. That’s funny actually “ha, ha depression” Like what the heck am I going through? Sorry, that wasn’t actually funny. Pardon my dumb ass humour. It’s a thing of the times. I wonder sometimes if I’m the only one…

  • I’m fine

    I’m fine,Or at least I think I am.At least that’s what I say to them, when they ask me how I am.Because there’s no point explaining,No one can really help me,In fact sometimes, they just end up, making things worse. I’ve tried ranting,Talking about my problems,But it’s either no one gets it ,Or they give…

  • The secret keeper

    “Hush!”You can’t say a word.It violates the code.The one you swore to keep.“Hush!”Don’t you dare tell a soul.What will your conscience say,When your confidant tells the whole world? You want to be a good friend,Or at least a good listener.So when people come along and ask you,“Can I tell you a secret?”You shrug and nod…

  • A moment of indecision

    How terrible it is to be confused,To have considered all possible scenarios,And still not know what to do.You just want the best results.You don’t want to have any regrets.But your anxiety is at its peak,And no one else can really help. You ask for advice,And they give it to freely.But you fine yourself asking them…

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