Her thoughts in words

Tag: deep

  • Weird time loop

    Everything’s been the same,Little to nothing has changed.I get up in the morning, eat, shower,Do all my chores and then wake up the next day. I’ve been relieving the same say for six months.For six months I’ve been repeating the same cycle.Every night I go to bed wondering if I can really do this,If I…

  • My worst nightmare

    A poem (hopefully this goes well) Her worst nightmare. Increased heart rate,Shaky palms,I log in to see my results,Oxygen seems scarce,Because it just feels like,Everything has been leading up to this moment. The internet is slow,But the page finally loads.Ending the dance I share with suspense.I suddenly feel numb as it dawns on me,I missed…

  • The so called balanced earth

    The so-called “balanced” earth Ever stood back and looked at everything,That was going on in your life?No I don’t mean disassociation.I mean a deeper observation. Tara just had a new born baby.Life seems a lot brighter, shinier, brand new.Jeff just lost his childhood best friend.Life has never looked darker, gloomier.Nothing seems to make sense. Donald…

  • Selfish

    Selfish I understand.I know he’s going through a lot,I know she’s busy with school work,I know i could be handling this better.But is it really all that bad,If i want someone to pay me some attention,Whenever i cry out loud,In sheer loneliness or frustration. I’m selfish i know,To even think this way,But its the truth,…

  • No happily ever after.

    I used to love fairytales as a kid.I fell in love with the characters, the plot lines within.The little me was always, expecting a happily ever after ,But the older me is beginning to wonder “when will they cease, these days without laughter” I’m not sad but I’m not happy either,Not depressed but I’m barely…

  • Falling out of love

    Maybe we aren’t meant to be together.Were we ever together in the first place?It kinda hurts all this waiting,But being who I am, I say nothing at all. I know what it’s like to be forced into something,Something you’re not at all ready for.So I take my time,Telling myself that I’ll wait for you,But how…

  • My best friend

    My best friend and I were like two peas in a pod.Like Harry and Ron, like Archie and Jug.We barely ever got along but life was good.I see now that I was ungrateful when I had a friend like her. Now life has pushed us apart,She’s going her way, I’ve gone mineAnd I reminisce on…

  • Alone

    It’s weird how you can feel alone,When you’re surrounded by people at work and at home.You start to wonder if you’re the problem,If something is wrong with you,Or maybe that’s just the way you’re wired. It isn’t the same as it used to be,Before the big decision.I used to have so many friends,My phone dinging…

  • To be enough

    What does it really feel like,To be enough?To feel happy in my own shoes,And not wondering about my own self worth. Everyday I question my actions,Replaying every scenario in my head,Wishing I hadn’t done this or that,Wishing I could have been better. People don’t make it any better,Stepping on me to get what they want.They…

  • Numb

    That’s how I feel,Utterly numb.Like I felt too much at one point,Then suddenly nothing at all. I can’t get out of bed,Can’t find my motivation,Everyone’s telling me,“Get up, you can do it”And oh yeah I can hear them,But can’t seem to manage it . I feel stuck.And I suddenly don’t care.Even if I could suddenly…

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