Her thoughts in words

Tag: depression

  • Someday

    Bad things happen all the time.Some days I can handle them,I can show up,It looks like I’ll be alright.Other days are just dreadful,I can’t study, mess up deadlines,I don’t even want to get out of bed,Look at me right now,Still in my pajamas at twelve pm. And it sucks,Because I wish these days wouldn’t come.And…

  • Cycle

    Every day it’s the same,Wake up, go out, come back, stress out.You might have noticed that I omitted something,But how can I sleep when the monotony is so distressing. I feel like I  have nothing to live for anymore,Like I’ve seen it all, and nothing will change any longer.I feel like I’m just existing… In…

  • The Climax

    Everything around me seems to be falling apart,Like the pages of an old book which has been re- read too many times.I watch, my face dry having no tears left to cry,As people move on happily with their lives while I wallow in mine. My life feels like a crappy low budget tv show,And all…

  • Nobody gets it

    It hurts.I don’t think I’ve ever felt more alone.There’s nothing quite like it, this empty feeling in your soul.I try to fight it, try to get myself to calm down,But I can’t, and I have no idea why that is so. This lonely feeling comes when you reach out for help,And the people you talk…

  • So Done

    Inspired by Kid Laroi’s so done I’m done.I’m actually done.I don’t care about my studies,Not even thinking about my future career.What’s the point anyway?Working towards it seems to only being pain in the end. I’m numb.I can’t feel anything,And I know this feeling is only a facade,For the hurt and pain I can’t handle.I’ve always…

  • Weird time loop

    Everything’s been the same,Little to nothing has changed.I get up in the morning, eat, shower,Do all my chores and then wake up the next day. I’ve been relieving the same say for six months.For six months I’ve been repeating the same cycle.Every night I go to bed wondering if I can really do this,If I…

  • Selfish

    Selfish I understand.I know he’s going through a lot,I know she’s busy with school work,I know i could be handling this better.But is it really all that bad,If i want someone to pay me some attention,Whenever i cry out loud,In sheer loneliness or frustration. I’m selfish i know,To even think this way,But its the truth,…

  • No happily ever after.

    I used to love fairytales as a kid.I fell in love with the characters, the plot lines within.The little me was always, expecting a happily ever after ,But the older me is beginning to wonder “when will they cease, these days without laughter” I’m not sad but I’m not happy either,Not depressed but I’m barely…

  • On purpose

    She screams at her everyday“Can’t you do any better?”“What is wrong wth you?”Like that’s supposed to help her,Like it corrects her behavior. He hits his girl,Punches her hard,She screams “help me, please help me”But nobody hears her.She tries her best,To keep him happy,But for him its never enough. They call themselves her friends,They ditch her…

  • Alone

    It’s weird how you can feel alone,When you’re surrounded by people at work and at home.You start to wonder if you’re the problem,If something is wrong with you,Or maybe that’s just the way you’re wired. It isn’t the same as it used to be,Before the big decision.I used to have so many friends,My phone dinging…

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