Her thoughts in words

Tag: despair

  • Cycle

    Every day it’s the same,Wake up, go out, come back, stress out.You might have noticed that I omitted something,But how can I sleep when the monotony is so distressing. I feel like I  have nothing to live for anymore,Like I’ve seen it all, and nothing will change any longer.I feel like I’m just existing… In…

  • The Climax

    Everything around me seems to be falling apart,Like the pages of an old book which has been re- read too many times.I watch, my face dry having no tears left to cry,As people move on happily with their lives while I wallow in mine. My life feels like a crappy low budget tv show,And all…

  • Nobody gets it

    It hurts.I don’t think I’ve ever felt more alone.There’s nothing quite like it, this empty feeling in your soul.I try to fight it, try to get myself to calm down,But I can’t, and I have no idea why that is so. This lonely feeling comes when you reach out for help,And the people you talk…

  • So Done

    Inspired by Kid Laroi’s so done I’m done.I’m actually done.I don’t care about my studies,Not even thinking about my future career.What’s the point anyway?Working towards it seems to only being pain in the end. I’m numb.I can’t feel anything,And I know this feeling is only a facade,For the hurt and pain I can’t handle.I’ve always…

  • My worst nightmare

    A poem (hopefully this goes well) Her worst nightmare. Increased heart rate,Shaky palms,I log in to see my results,Oxygen seems scarce,Because it just feels like,Everything has been leading up to this moment. The internet is slow,But the page finally loads.Ending the dance I share with suspense.I suddenly feel numb as it dawns on me,I missed…

  • No happily ever after.

    I used to love fairytales as a kid.I fell in love with the characters, the plot lines within.The little me was always, expecting a happily ever after ,But the older me is beginning to wonder “when will they cease, these days without laughter” I’m not sad but I’m not happy either,Not depressed but I’m barely…

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