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Selfish
Selfish I understand.I know he’s going through a lot,I know she’s busy with school work,I know i could be handling this better.But is it really all that bad,If i want someone to pay me some attention,Whenever i cry out loud,In sheer loneliness or frustration. I’m selfish i know,To even think this way,But its the truth,…
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Plagiarism
A poet’s worst enemy,A thief’s best friend.Your work or an idea gets stolen from you,Pulled out from underneath you,By someone you’d least expect. There’s this ache in your chest,It really hurts,Your brain child has been kidnapped,And claimed by another.You tell people about it, pointing at the culprit,But try as you might they believe him over…
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No happily ever after.
I used to love fairytales as a kid.I fell in love with the characters, the plot lines within.The little me was always, expecting a happily ever after ,But the older me is beginning to wonder “when will they cease, these days without laughter” I’m not sad but I’m not happy either,Not depressed but I’m barely…
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On purpose
She screams at her everyday“Can’t you do any better?”“What is wrong wth you?”Like that’s supposed to help her,Like it corrects her behavior. He hits his girl,Punches her hard,She screams “help me, please help me”But nobody hears her.She tries her best,To keep him happy,But for him its never enough. They call themselves her friends,They ditch her…
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Falling out of love
Maybe we aren’t meant to be together.Were we ever together in the first place?It kinda hurts all this waiting,But being who I am, I say nothing at all. I know what it’s like to be forced into something,Something you’re not at all ready for.So I take my time,Telling myself that I’ll wait for you,But how…
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My best friend
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Alone
It’s weird how you can feel alone,When you’re surrounded by people at work and at home.You start to wonder if you’re the problem,If something is wrong with you,Or maybe that’s just the way you’re wired. It isn’t the same as it used to be,Before the big decision.I used to have so many friends,My phone dinging…
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To be enough
What does it really feel like,To be enough?To feel happy in my own shoes,And not wondering about my own self worth. Everyday I question my actions,Replaying every scenario in my head,Wishing I hadn’t done this or that,Wishing I could have been better. People don’t make it any better,Stepping on me to get what they want.They…
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Numb
That’s how I feel,Utterly numb.Like I felt too much at one point,Then suddenly nothing at all. I can’t get out of bed,Can’t find my motivation,Everyone’s telling me,“Get up, you can do it”And oh yeah I can hear them,But can’t seem to manage it . I feel stuck.And I suddenly don’t care.Even if I could suddenly…
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How I feel