Her thoughts in words

Tag: lonely

  • The pain inside

    I want to wish it away,But I know it won’t go.I should be happy now right,My happy ending is so close,I got what I wanted,But it just sucks inside.I’m not sure why.But I’m going to try to explain. I’ve been so used to being sad for so long,I’m wondering what it’ll be like to feel…

  • The girl who does nothing

    I’m sitting in my bed just staring at my phone. It’s locked, the screen is dark and I’m just looking at it because I have nothing else to do. Oh, no wait, I actually do have a ton of things I have to do. I just don’t have the energy to do any of them.…

  • Eh, Maybe

    Today has been rough. I cried a lot and it was a for reason that’s already been well established. ASUU is on strike, I can’t go out and there’s not much I can do about it. I should just accept it all right? Funny, you sound like everyone who’s tried to give me advice over…

  • I’m fine

    I’m fine,Or at least I think I am.At least that’s what I say to them, when they ask me how I am.Because there’s no point explaining,No one can really help me,In fact sometimes, they just end up, making things worse. I’ve tried ranting,Talking about my problems,But it’s either no one gets it ,Or they give…

  • Happy phase

    A happy phase I call it,The little interlude between My woes,I’m not in tears having a depressive episode,And I’m not numb from feeling so much. The happy phase is neither here nor there.It doesn’t mean I’ve gotten My happy ending,It’s just that time when my hope burns brighter,Than a newly bought expensive lighter.Everything seems weightless,…

  • The sound of a breaking heart

    I wasn’t in love.No, this isn’t a romantic poem,Entailing details of a lover’s spat.It’s a poem that tells tales,Of lost hope and forgotten dreams.A story of despair,Filled with raw heart break and tears. The sound of a breaking heartIs quiet yet so very loud.The pain paralyses you, rendering you sad and hopeless.You lose the will…

  • Cycle

    Every day it’s the same,Wake up, go out, come back, stress out.You might have noticed that I omitted something,But how can I sleep when the monotony is so distressing. I feel like I  have nothing to live for anymore,Like I’ve seen it all, and nothing will change any longer.I feel like I’m just existing… In…

  • Nobody gets it

    It hurts.I don’t think I’ve ever felt more alone.There’s nothing quite like it, this empty feeling in your soul.I try to fight it, try to get myself to calm down,But I can’t, and I have no idea why that is so. This lonely feeling comes when you reach out for help,And the people you talk…

  • So Done

    Inspired by Kid Laroi’s so done I’m done.I’m actually done.I don’t care about my studies,Not even thinking about my future career.What’s the point anyway?Working towards it seems to only being pain in the end. I’m numb.I can’t feel anything,And I know this feeling is only a facade,For the hurt and pain I can’t handle.I’ve always…

  • Selfish

    Selfish I understand.I know he’s going through a lot,I know she’s busy with school work,I know i could be handling this better.But is it really all that bad,If i want someone to pay me some attention,Whenever i cry out loud,In sheer loneliness or frustration. I’m selfish i know,To even think this way,But its the truth,…

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